Ito ay nangyari nung bago pa mag JS, which is 5 days from now.

Isang napaka-maaliwalas na umaga pa ‘non. Napagtripan kong ayusin at kalikutin ang aking scrapbook, dahil para lang syang basura at maswerte pa ko dahil hindi pa sya pinapagdiskitahang itapon ng aking tita.

Tapos. ayun nga, tinititigan ko yung picture namin ni Honda, na sya ang nagpadevelop, tapos, may kumatok, akala ko si tita Ime lang, jusko…

Me: SHIT!

Me: HOLY SHIIIIT!!!!

Andun sa pintuan ang aking ina, with a super goofy grin on her face, swerte ko lang kasi hindi nya ako nakuhanan ng picture, I hugged her, and kissed her, hugged, kissed, and sabi ko sa tita ko : “ANG GALING NYO MAGTAGO!”

My life is complete again :D

Damn, I havent got the chance to blog about my 3rd year JS prom, well, this one is surely going to be written.

I’m so excited, well, maybe because I’m expecting myself to look…well, in my dress. Not a head turner, but at least, not a gate crasher, it’s pretty, and simple, and I’m drop dead EXCITED about it. Got my accessories in the right position, my bag, and my dress, will be picked up later. I’m so excited! But on the top of my to-wait-for list was the people whom I will dance with :D this is so exciting!

Lord, please help me not to trip on my heels, have a safe journey, and a safe location. I love you, thank you for giving me the opportunity to experiencence JS promenade one more time!

It was a beautiful saturday. And the air is cool outside our house. I took a bath, and got into my favorite white shirt and walking shorts. Today’s the scheduled trip to Divisoria (tutuban, 168) for my search for the perfect JS prom outfit.

So, we started off, but, we got awfully hungry and went to Janet’s pares house (which, by the way has the most awesome TAPSILOG ever made) then, went on our way to the FX station on our way to Blumentrit, where we happen to meet Marian and Shane, and we saw Rose who passed by.

We got into Blumentrit, and went on different ways with Marian and their tita. Damn, the ride was short, and bumpy, and WET. Yes, wet, because the rain is drizzling a bit. Then, finally, we made a short, muddy walk to Tutuban mall, where Kia mentioned that there are really cool gowns/dresses there.

We arrived at the destination, and found a lot of EXPENSIVE (but really pretty dresses), AFFORDABLE (but nto fit for the LONG GOWN category) and TOTALLY AFFORDABLE (but, no words…).

I found a lot of really pretty dresses. I found one that has a really cool skirt, but costs 2900. I also found a simple dark blue baloon gown with some white beads on it, like stars on a night sky in my opinion. I also saw one, a dark green shade, same balloon style for the skirt, studded with red beads, speaking of complimentary. I also saw one, but it’s a good 3 inches above my knee, but it really has a pretty brown shade. and awesome style, fit for the after party, but at the moment, that was the least of my problems. Then, we came over this store, on which we came back to 3 times, and in the end, to make the long hours of walk short, we found a dress (YES, NOT A GOWN) that is a good 5 inches above my feet. But, I decided to take a risk for it because it’s really pretty.

That is how it looks like, yeah I know it’s real simple, but that’s my taste (our taste if you will include my step sister, Dianne Olivan, actually she’s my twin-long-lost-biological-sister) So, the dress dilemma was resolved, accessories to go. While we’re waiting for a good 2 and a half hours for our tita when she went out to the ROUGH side of divisoria, Iverson and I stayed at Jollibee divisoria. It was really cool there, and they have sofa-like chairs. Tita Ime ordered usa chiken-spaghetti meal, Iverson can have all of the spag, but the chicken’s mine. I literally took time eating it, so that we won’t be kicked out of the establishment that easily if ever tita Ime really took her time in choosing the curtains. Unfortunately, tita ime really took her time. When finished the chicken and rice, I ordered us some cone twirls to eat. After 2 and a half hours, SHE ARRIVED, at last, and, the best part, WITH A MASK! That is so awesome I almost wept at the spot. FOR ME IT’S BEAUTIFUL. We also went to some other stalls on the centermall, or something to look for shoes and accessories.

Oh, and, by the way, we have a HUGE plastic box that tita bought for the shoes to be placed. Imagine having a huge plastic box that contained everything that we bought taken back to the house. IMAGINE THE DIFFERENT KINDS OF PROBLEMS THAT WE’VE ENCOUNTERED.

I don’t seriously know what’s wrong.

People going away from me, getting mad at me for no reason, ignoring me for no specific reason (the worst type of ignoring) It’s just, everything feels like crap.

I hate it. I really care about my friends, specially my BEST friends, or, so I say they are my best friends, but, I got the feeling they’re pushing me away, or pretending to care about me under some circumstances.

I don’t know, things just got “not-so-well” with Kia, Maine, and some of AF-K on JS practice. Or maybe, it’s just me, maybe it is, I’m considering it as the best option. As Tohru (from fruits basket) said : “Doubting is easy, have faith in people.” Maybe there’s something wrong with me. Am I psycho or something? I hope I’m not. My birthday’s coming.

I wish I can tell the WHOLE story to someone, but, I don’t even know how to start narrating it. I don’t even know where the trouble is that needs troubleshooting. I feel, insignificant. :(

It’s really screwed and blurred up, but, this past few days have been a BLUR! as in a real, quick, unbelievable blur. It felt like it happened a few weeks ago, but it just really happened yesterday. It’s really weird.

JS practice is a pain in the behind. But, it’s worth everyone’s time (for me, mostly) because I enjoy the company of my fellow group B mates :D they’re so awesome, I think our presentation rocks.

Aside from that, I’ve been very talkative these past few days, mostly on FB, I always have someone to talk to, no matter the topic, no matter the year level or origin, and it’s FUN :D getting to know people, sharing the craziest stories, it’s really awesome, I hope I won’t be leaving SJCNI a moment too soon :(

Going to help rafa with the Prophecy tomorrow :D

1. Fan

this item applies to ALL levels because it’s just so FRIGGI’N HOT AND TOASTY in the gymnasium. As much as possible, bring a REAL electric fan, because some do.

2. CAT uniform

every FREAKING day, kasi recommended ang hiraman ng fatigue (no, it’s not eww, pare-pareho naman kaming babae ah!)

3. BAON

i’m a victim of this epic failure. don’t be like me. ang pinakahuling kain ko, hanggang nakauwi ako, yung almusal ko nung bago ako umalis

4. extra shirt

mainit nga diba.

5. camera

alam na.

6. lakas ng loob

para magpapicture kay crush.

After a really…hmm…acceptable? performance by Grace, I made an assumption that not everybody’s fame is from acting, and acting is NOT in everyone’s nature, but, I really am 99% sure that we don’t get the spot. (well, it’s also because our english teacher, Ms. Karen Alama is a no-show and we really lacked practice and props, and, there are a lot, I mean, a lot of problems that has been encountered, that’s why we don’t assume that much, anyway, it’s like we’ve been disburdened of a very huuuge problem, Germaine and I, but still, the whole hercules play production was very entertaining, enjoyable, fun, and developed our bonds as Jejegracerians :D

1. mahal na
2. mahal
3. kita
4. tagos sa
5. kalamnan, at
6. inihahandog sa
7. iyo in
8. the
9. form of
10. delicious
11. ITLOG
12. PUGO!

para sa pinakamamahal kong si CHARLYN CALDERON. dahil wala akong maisip na ibang mas gagandang regalo sa isang corning quote (kung quote ba ang maitatawag mo dyan)

there are a lot of things to review but I think I can handle it by this rate. Physics is already done, although I’m frequently spacing out for a while during my review session. The house is silent for the first time because I’m left alone. tita ime and the rest of the household went to Tita Lina’s birthday, and my sister’s hanging out on her classmate’s house. I spaced out quite frequently, thinking about COCC, graduation, college, and a hell of a lot of stuffs. Somehow, I’m scared about tomorrow, about EVERY tomorrow. What will happen? and some other sorts of things, but still, all of these thoughts are pushed at the back of my head, knowing that GOD is with me all the time, guiding me, and always with me.

reviewing in ETA 20 minutes.